I want freedom, im sure im not the only teenager who yearns for that right now. I want to be able to do whatever my heart desire without having any barrier that holds me against my wish. Im so scared that my decision would hurt people who I care most about, but at the same time I've been thinking about all the possible scenarios that can happen but is it worth all that I've been through? I know im still young and at my prime age, the age where I myself have to figure things out, make as many mistakes as I can and learn from them. But will the mistakes actually mould be to become a better person? What the hell do I even know ?! This mixed feelings isn't doing any justice to myself, and I have been through this road countless times but why am I still the person I am today ? I just dont want to regret my whole entire life when something I treasure so much slip away knowing that im the cause for this catastrophe. Fuck, I am so dramatic.